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| Love like this.The silence is peircing,
it has a deadly effect,
it cuts up my wrists,
and bruises my body,
it screams at my brain,
but no thoughts will come out,
only tears from my eyes,
sobs from my lips,
drop to my knees,
and beg it to stop,
say something now,
better then this,
stop all the pain,
never once go away,
for this I will hide,
what I never want to be,
bruising and scarring,
never stop all the pain,
in this love there is nothing to gain. | | |
| An awkward confession.an awkward confession,
has slipped through my lips,
spilt itself into a letter,
I never think,
before I act,
and now Im starting to regret,
Mabey taken,
mabey broken,
this heart that I have given,
I trained so long,
to stay so strong,
in the face of love,
but this feeling I havent felt,
came surging back inside,
I hate how I feel,
So vulnerable and weak,
it tears me apart and knocks me down,
and I cant help but feel,
how I felt so long ago,
when I met you first. | | |
| Empty.  Im empty inside,
a hallow shell of human,
is what I seem to be,
Im barely alive,
my heartbeat is slowing,
and its all for you,
My tear drops are acid,
burning eyes and flesh,
The blinding hate,
its like a parasite crawling beneath my skin,
it bites at my brain and stings at my heart,
and its doing this all for you,
You didnt care how it would break,
you just threw it to the ground,
it shattered like a thin piece of glass,
cutting me up inside,
now Im empty,
a hollow shell of me,
I wont feel anything anymore,
except this blinding hate.
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| The love that never was.
I dont want to let you go,
your still here with me,
even though your body is gone,
its somewhere away six feet below,
a shallow grave I couldnt let be,
I can hear your voice,
its crying out to me,
you didnt want to go,
but I failed to let you know,
I was hiding my love,
I didnt want to lose,
A heart thats been broken before,
tears Ive cryed,
They sting at my eyes,
Nothing is new here but you,
your gone and I refuse to let go,
I struggle with bonds of life,
and try to hold on,
while you struggle away from me,
You didnt know and now it will never be,
I can never live without you knowing,
I really did love you back.
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| Darkend soul.
This smiling face,
is just a mask,
to hide the pain inside,
there's no stopping now,
this pain is mine,
this shell of me cant be saved,
this addiction is deadly,
it cant stay away,
it covers my soul with scars,
I plead it to stop,
I beg for my life,
only to help them all,
This blackend fury inside of myself,
It scares away the pain,
Im numb inside and I want to feel,
the love that will take this away,
please help me save me,
I cant do it all alone,
be there to hold my hand,
when all I can see is hate,
kiss it away and make it all okay,
becuase I need some love to scare this darkness away. | | |
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